“Whether it’s taking each other for granted,or people changing over time, the bottom line is….someone stops trying. And the feelings aren’t strong as before.”
no, that is not how it is supposed to be. I mean why are you together with someone whom you love at the start and not at the end. I mean you are together with him or her because you love her right? And all thosecountless of efforts you put in just so to chase him or her and it just ends like that? because both of you arent trying. In the first place why waste so much effort into getting together with him or her. And not trying and figthing for each other, instead breaking up. I mean yes you two have had enough of each other. Dont you wish to fight for it?
For me, I Wont Give Up. Im a girl who will get all annoying at times and sad that things dont go in my way. And then would get scolded by my own boyfriend why Im acting all so worked up over the smallest little things and then I would start to make a big fuss out of it. Yes, I know its all childish. Well I will learn from that. And make sure it wont happened again.
so,
Im a person who dont often express my feelings well. Even at times where I have alot of things to say, I wont voice it out. I don’t want to start arguements or debate. That’s why I don’t voice them out. I don’t have that energy to defend my opinions (many say, I dont stand up for myself)I would be that coward girl who just follows the crowd and not think of my opinion. Yes, I am a follower. In a relationship, that is not how its supposed to happen. I am starting to open up to things but still shy. The shyness is still there.
I know, “It’s easier said than done.”
I know my mistake here - I always say things but not doing it. It happened many times throughout this relationship. Im improving on that. Yes, saying it is really simple because sometimes you won’t think before you say. And when you say it, you will be like “shit, why did I say that….” and then it will show it on your face. (this i need to change. i know i know. its bad)
ok back to where i start,
all this it really depends how you look at the situation and how you handle it. Its not hard. I mean if it is meant for you it is for you - no matter how big the hurdle is. So take it easy, walk through faith. sometimes he placed you there for a reason. And see how you can handle the situation and then learn from it. That’s how life is. Learn and moved on.
I know my mistake and I am working on it. Not giving up fighting for the one that I truly love (: shoutout to Ajit - I know you are reading this, I Love You
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